Once I was alone with my broken smile
the tears couldn’t fall and my heart couldn’t cry
I couldn’t escape because the pain was inside and I was hopeless and tired
once I was a child on my face I had a big smile
the tears in my heart appeared every time I cried
and each time I cried the pain went outside and the peace filled me inside
once I was afraid in a small room stuck with my mind
the nights couldn’t end it swallowed me away from the light
the sun rose again and the nightmares where gone but I was still in the dark
It’s hard when you stop belief, Its hard to be alone
It’s hard to see the peace but never reach it, It’s gone
It’s gone out of your life when you have sold yourself with a cheap price
To this world unclean, drinking sin with a cold heart
yes it’s hard when you refuse the love of the only one who died
to give you a knew heart to bring you close to your father God